I said that I will not cry any more …
I said that I will not stick any more … I said that I will not have feelings any more …
I said that I will keep the head on the shoulders though whatever haappen… I said that I will not imply myself any more…
I said I will do nothing but playing… I said that I wiill be strong…
I said that nothing nor nobody will be able to reach me... I said that I will juggle with reason and passion…
I said that I will be able to stop when I decide it… I said so many other things…
but nothing happen..